Well hey there guys...Ive missed all of you...hmmm...
Well yeah...Im 18 now...time really flew! I still remember having all those interesting chats with everyone...wow, good times. Well I was going over some of the things on here, like my journals. They brought back alot of memories. Ah but I digress, Ive gotten wiser over these few years. I read one particular journal...I dunno I was tagged well here it is, this is the old me:

1) First name: PAUL
02) Your nickname: BEAR
03) Birthday: OCTOBER 24, 1989
04) Horoscope sign: THE MIGHTY SCORPIO
05) Birth town: HARLINGEN
06) Religion: I REALLY DONT KNOW, AND DONT CARE
07) Nationality: HISPANIC
08) Parents: YEAH
09) Do you love them: yesh.......maybe......
10) Brothers or sisters: 14 YR OLD BROTHER
11) Do you like the place where you live: yesh
13) Colour of your eyes: BROWN, HAZEL
14) Height: 5' 12
15) Weight: almost 250 I THINK, I DUNT LOOK IT THOUGH
16) What school/grade are you going to: 11TH
17) What marks do you have: A SCAR ON MY ARM, WHER MY FRIEND ACCIDENTALLY SLASHED ME WITH HIS SWORD..I KICKED HIS ASS AFTER TTHAT

18) Do you work anywhere: YEAH
19) What do you want to be in your life: A FAMOUS ANIME ARTIST
20) Your life style: Too complicated. T.T..WHAT SHE SAID
21) Personal quote: WHAT A DRAG
22) Lucky number: 7
23) What are you interested in: PLAYING BASS AND DRAWING
24) Good side of your character: I LISTEN TO WHAT EVERYONE HAS TO SAY, AND I TRY TO HELP
25) Bad side of it: I DUN GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANYTHING
26) Is your life happy: SURE
27) Do you think that you are crazy:NO, JUST LAZY
28) What is the time: 7:54 PM
29) What is the date: uhm......uh.........um........22?
30) What’s the weather like: COOL
31) Favourite day in a week: any day ending with the letter "Y"
32) Favourite music: Metal
33) Singer: JAMES FROM METALLICA
34) Band: MINE!!!
35) Song: WHISKY IN THE JAR
36) Best concert you have been: NEVER BEEN TO ONE
37) Actress: UMMM...THAT CHICK FROM BEDAZZLED, SHES PRETTY HOT
38) Actor: JACKIE CHAN'S PRETTY COOL
39) Film: SHAOLIN SOCCER
40) TV serial: I DUN EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS
41) Theatre play: EH?
42) Film director: DUN CARE
43) Do you want to be famous: YES
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress:no
45) Do you want to be a singer: NO
46) Book: ....SHONEN JUMP
47) Colour: Black
48) Flower: I DUN KNOW, IF THERE WAS A BLACK ROSE, THAT WOULD LOOK KINDA KICK ASS
49) Food: CHINESE
50) Drink: MOUNTAIN DEW
51) Sweet: GUMMY BEARS
52) Fruit: MANGO

53) The worst food: I DUNNO
54) Drink: milk
55) Singer: JAMES
56) Band: METALLICA
57) Actor: GOD DAMMIT I ALREADY SAID ALL OF THESE!!
58) Actress: ....
59) Movie: ..YOURE PISSING ME OFF
60) book: ....

61) Do you drink alchocol: nah
62) Do you smoke: no
63) Do you take some drugs (and what): NAH
64) What do you adore to wear: MY BLACK NIRVANA HOODY
65) Do you think that you are pretty: NO, NOT EVEN HANDSOME
66) What languages do you speak: English, SPANISH
67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: I DUN SWING THAT WAY
68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: EMILY
69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: LIKE I SAID BEFORE
70) The most beautiful person on dA/female:...DISPEARCEBELLO
71) 5 your best friends on dA/male: DISPEARCEBELLO, LONEWOLF15, CUTTER234, AND DREAMERSTAR234..EH..?
72) 5 your best friends on dA/female: I JUST SAID
73) The ugliest person on dA/male: ALL
74) The ugliest person on dA/female: NONE
75) The person on dA who you love the most/female:ALL OF EM
76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: NONE
77) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/female: FORGOT
78) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/male: FORGOT
79) Are you in love: I DUN KNOW WHAT LOVE IS
80) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: NO
81) How does he/she looks like:IM A LOSER
82) Is he/she from dA(put avatar): IM A LOSER
83) When was your Very First Kiss: LIKE I SAID...IM A LOSER
84) How was it: LOSER
86) Do you have cell phone: NO
87) E-mail adress: paul_hikari@yahoo.com
88) Do you have something against gays: NO
89) The best experience in your life:uh....
90) The worst experience in your life: I DUN KNOW
91) When were you the happiest: NEVER
92) When were you the most scared: I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT...
93) When were you the saddest: EVERYDAY
94) Who do you want to go on deserted island with: ALL MY FRIENDS
95) Do you have a secret: sure
96) What would you do if you were invisible for one hour: Go on a massacre.
97) Who do you want to get stuck in a lift with: A gun. T_T
98) Do you have an idol:No
99) If world goes to apocalypse, and you can save only one person, who will be that: WTF!!!!
100) Tag 5 of your friends!!!: OK.

Woah, I've seriously changed over the years. I sound angry at the world, and evil, Im not like that anymore. Its weird how we change. Well here's the new me:

01) First name: PAUL
02) Your nickname: BEAR
03) Birthday: OCTOBER 24, 1989
04) Horoscope sign: Scorpio
05) Birth town: HARLINGEN
06) Religion: Im a proud Christian
07) Nationality: HISPANIC
08) Parents: YEAH
09) Do you love them: with all of my heart
10) Brothers or sisters: 16 year old brother
11) Do you like the place where you live: yeah, I cant complain
13) Colour of your eyes: BROWN, HAZEL
14) Height: 5' 11
15) Weight: almost 240, lost a couple of pounds
16) What school/grade are you going to: none...Im graduating
17) What marks do you have: Hmmm, well some burns from Welding

18) Do you work anywhere: Yeah
19) What do you want to be in your life: A famous musician
20) Your life style: Mellow and easy going
21) Personal quote: Awwwww......really?
22) Lucky number: 7
23) What are you interested in: Playing bass, and my band
24) Good side of your character: I LISTEN TO WHAT EVERYONE HAS TO SAY, AND I TRY TO HELP
25) Bad side of it: I seem cold sometimes
26) Is your life happy: yeah
27) Do you think that you are crazy:no, im pretty well rounded
28) What is the time: 7:20 PM
29) What is the date:It is October 26, 2007
30) What’s the weather like: cool
31) Favourite day in a week: Saturday
33) Singer: Pete Loeffler
34) Band: (Para-Lytic) and Chevelle
35) Song: Peer
36) Best concert you have been: Obscurity
37) Actress: Eva Mendez, she's beautiful
38) Actor: Russel Crowe
39) Film: Chevelle: Live at the Norva
40) TV serial: Family Guy
41) Theatre play: None
42) Film director: Who ever directed "A beautiful mind"
43) Do you want to be famous: YES
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress:no
45) Do you want to be a singer: would be cool
46) Book: .Fire-us: The kindeling
47) Colour: Black
48) Flower: Bkack rose
49) Food: Sushi...I love it
50) Drink: Mountain Dew
51) Sweet: Gummy Bears
52) Fruit: Plum

53) The worst food: Veggies
54) Drink: Tea
55) Singerete Loeffler
56) Band: Chevelle and (para-Lytic)
57) Actor: Russel Crowe
58) Actress: Eva Mendez
59) Movie: A Beautiful Mind
60) book: Fire-us: The Kindeling

61) Do you drink alchocol: nah
62) Do you smoke: no
63) Do you take some drugs (and what): NAH
64) What do you adore to wear: My Marvel Zombies Hoodie
65) Do you think that you are pretty: Ummm, handsome perhaps
66) What languages do you speak: English, SPANISH
67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: Still dont swing that way
68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female:My Girlfriend
69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: Like I said before
70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: Still DISPEARCEBELLO
71) 5 your best friends on dA/male: DISPEARCEBELLO, LONEWOLF15, CUTTER234, AND DREAMERSTAR234..EH..?
72) 5 your best friends on dA/female: I JUST SAID
73) The ugliest person on dA/male: ALL
74) The ugliest person on dA/female: NONE
75) The person on dA who you love the most/female:ALL OF EM
76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: NONE
77) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/female: None
78) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/male: None
79) Are you in love: yeah
80) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yeah
82) Is he/she from dA(put avatar): Nope
83) When was your Very First Kiss: I dont remember the date
86) Do you have cell phone: yeah its, (956) 6229920 call me
87) E-mail adress: paul_hikari@yahoo.com
88) Do you have something against gays: No
89) The best experience in your life:Hmm dont know
90) The worst experience in your life: Working at Stars
91) When were you the happiest: Dont remember
92) When were you the most scared: When some drunk guy had a gun
93) When were you the saddest: Dunno
94) Who do you want to go on deserted island with: ALL MY FRIENDS
95) Do you have a secret: Not really
96) What would you do if you were invisible for one hour: Prank people
97) Who do you want to get stuck in a lift with: My friends
98) Do you have an idol:Yeah, Pete Loeffler
99) If world goes to apocalypse, and you can save only one person, who will be that: Id rather save no one than save one
100) Tag 5 of your friends!!!: Nah

IF you see a change comment me, well
take care and god bless